Friday, March 25, 2016

The Artist

The Artist 

"It is finished" You said
After beatings and lynchings
After living a perfect life 
Through a world full of sinning 
As Peter thrice denied You 
Pilate said "I have written what I have written"
"King of the Jews" over Your head
Rejected by Your own children
Lots cast for your clothes
All prophecies fulfilled
Yet the people around you
Shouted "Crucify Him!"
"I thirst" You told them
Before they pierced Your side
But all they would give you
Is a sponge full of vinegar and pride
The full wrath of God
Was released upon You
You knew that this was
What You had come to do
Not a bone would be broken 
As they laid you inside
The disciples were confused
Could their King of Kings really die?
The devil thought he had won
But little did he know
That You would soon rise
Out of the tomb You would go
"Touch my side" ; "Touch my hands"
You told Thomas who doubted
The scars remained for all to see
But death's sting had been shattered
Soon after You went 
To sit upon Your throne
The Comforter was released
It was better for You to go
I await the day
Your chosen are all home
Shouting victorious praise
Every soul accounted for
We will be in awe of Your beauty
In Your glory will we bask
All because of this gruesome 
And sorrowful task
You've painted it all
With such a gracious brush
The bright, warm & dark
The Artist dove in to save the lush







Tuesday, March 15, 2016

Illuminated Again

Illuminated Again

My passion and zeal have completely escaped
I know you're right here but you feels miles away
Draw near to me
You are my ultimate need
Whatever I have placed before You
Make it plain for me to see
So I may turn away
Your presence is what I desire
Restore my spirit and fill me again
Whisper Your words of comfort 
So I may hear You
Breath into my lungs the power of Your glory
So I may feel you
Command my loathing to flee
So I may rise
Won't you take this marbled heart
And break it
Won't you take this weary soul
And make it
On fire and illuminated again







Monday, March 14, 2016

My Blue Eyed Baby Girl

My Blue Eyed Baby Girl

To my blue eyed baby girl,
Who arrived in this world not long ago
At first, I didn't know what to expect 
But the moment I heard you cry 
My undreamt dreams became dreams set in stone
For you to never shed another tear
And always smile from ear to ear
For your spirit to never fear... the dark
And in this dark and broken place we live
I hope to teach you to learn, trust and depend
On the One who can renew us from... our sin
He'll make us new again
I pray that you will come to know the King              
And learn to love unconditionally
I pray that you will come to know the King
And learn to live this life abundantly
    
To my blue eyed baby girl,
I thought I knew the depths of love 
But then you flashed that toothless smile in my direction
You melted my heart like butter in the microwave  
Gave me new perception on everything
Chambers of Love in my heart 
Replaced pride that was there... before you
These chambers let love flood right in 
For you, your mother and the One who knew no sin
It showed me just how truly deep the Father's love is
Our Father's love is pure
And in Him we are secured
I pray that you will come to know the King              
And learn to love unconditionally
I pray that you will come to know the King
And learn to live this life abundantly
         
To my blue eyed baby girl,
One day you will realize that you too are a sinner 
And I'll be there to speak life into your empty heart
This is where the Spirit will intervene 
My prayers will be answered and He will reveal the King
My undreamt dreams this day will come true    
 He has great plans for you 
My prayer that you will come to know the King              
And learn to love unconditionally
My prayer that you will come to know the King
And learn to live this life abundantly
Will be answered
   
To my blue eyed baby girl,
One day together we will never shed another tear 
We will always smile from ear to ear  
There will be no more darkness for us to fear
His light will shine clear
And at the foot of our King
We will live together inside of eternity

Tuesday, March 8, 2016

I Want You For You

I Want You For You

Lord, I want more of You
Not blessings from You, although, You are gracious
Not healing from You, although, You are able
Not financial profit, although, You are the Earth's proprietor
Not approval for my morality, although, You are the law incarnate
Not for an easier path, although, You are merciful
Not to take my burdens, although, You are where peace is found
Not to change my circumstances, although, You are sovereign 
Not for help, although, you are the ultimate servant
Not for refuge, although, You are my fortress
Not for any selfish gain I could ever covet, although, You are the giver of every good and perfect gift
Lord I simply want more of You 
For You


Wednesday, March 2, 2016

The Slient Lamb

The Silent Lamb

As I sit to ponder
About my past 
And how I arrived in this moment
The enemy whispers broken memories
Anguish begins to simmer within
I bury my face in my hands
The weight of this broken world is heavy
It is far too much for me to begin to carry

The pain
The shame
The regret
The disappointment
I glance up at the sky
Though the sun shines my spirit within is dim
The weight of this broken world is heavy
It is far too much for me to begin to carry

I bring my hands to my side
Shake sense into myself
Tighten my jaw and stand
One step, two steps, I will press on
Counterfeit smiles to all who pass by
The weight of this broken world is heavy
It is far too much for me to begin to carry

Starving for purpose
Thirsting for meaning
"I'm fine, how are you?"
Unmovable and steady 
Concrete on the surface
Ceramic and hollow within
The weight of this broken world is heavy
It is far too much for me to begin to carry

Finally, I am home
Comfortably isolated without plastic smiles
I lay down on my stomach 
Hands hidden underneath
My mind will not stop
Paralyzed am I
The weight of this broken world is heavy
It is far too much for me to begin to carry

I plead for my happiness to be tangible
For "I'm fine" to be the truth
Someone come along who understands
Someone with a plan greater
Providence for this pain
Meaning within the anguish
The weight of this broken world is heavy
It is far too much for me to begin to carry

There He is within Scripture's pages
The Silent Lamb who understands my affliction
He absorbed the world's wrath as it was poured
He absorbed these feelings of separation
Weighted down with the shame of the world
The weight of this broken world is heavy
But never too much for my Savior to carry

Tuesday, March 1, 2016

Suit Me Up

Suit Me Up

The enemy is shooting shards 
Of lies and frustration
He's Occupying my mind 
With sin's magnification
There are no words to describe 
The pain that's piercing my mind
I'm ruminating on my past
I'm filled with anguish inside
Lord, help me swallow my pride 
And make my heart realize 
It's only by Your work not mine 
That I'm made clean in Your eyes
Lord edify my mind
In the strength of Your might
Suit me up in Your armor 
Give me the power to fight
I'm in the midst of a battle
I'm in a spiritual war
Faith in Your work shields me 
And my sword is Your Word
My belt is buckled in truth 
A plate's protecting my chest
It guards my heart from condemnation 
Launched from darkness' prince
Satan and demons always scheme
They strike with venom when I'm weak
Twist all my thoughts and motives
Attack my identity
Lord edify my mind
In the strength of Your might
Suit me up in Your armor 
Give me the power to fight
With this helmet of salvation 
And laced up boots on my feet
I will go fight for the elect 
Armed with the gospel of peace
The war has been won
But the battle remains
The whole world needs to hear 
How you've died for their stains

Sustain Me Lord
Suit me up

The Valley

The Valley
A Meditation on Psalm 23 

As I walk through this valley
Death is casting its shadow on me
In the distance I can see my Shepherd
His staff and rod remind me 
This pain is temporary
But I will not fear death's shadow
Its been defeated by The King

For, While I'm weak 
The strength of My Shepherd rescued me
While I am stained and tainted
I've been Propitiated 
Was blind but now I clearly see
I will rejoice in this valley
In the presence of my enemies 
My Shepherd will never forsake me
And soon I'll be with Him 
Whom I desperately seek

Though my soul mirrors this desolate valley
Dry and thirsty for redemption's taste
My Shepherd will lead me through paths of righteousness
All for the sake of His glorious name
But I will not fear desolation
Its been defeated by The King

For, While I'm weak 
The strength of My Shepherd rescued me
While I am stained and tainted
I've been Propitiated 
Was blind but now I clearly see
I will rejoice in this valley
In the presence of my enemies 
My Shepherd will never forsake me
And soon I'll be with Him 
Whom I desperately seek

When my Shepherd returns
He will renew it all
Transform this valley into green pastures
My cup will overflow
I shall not want 
For what I've wanted will finally come
Beside still waters 
I'll rest forever in my Shepherd's home

I'll feast at a table with my Shepherd and King